Andrea is mad about something. I’m not sure about what. She was mumbling something under her breath like stupid males who needs them anyway. I’m guessing this has something to do with the talk she had with Mr. Cole earlier. I’m glad she’s feeling good enough to be pissed at him. I wonder what he did.
It makes me think about Scott again. What should I do? Well when I’m having trouble thinking it helps when I focus using lists.
Not to stay
He’s a good boyfriend
I’m not a loyal girlfriend
Before this he made me happy
He deserves a loyal girlfriend
This could only be a moment of weakenss caused by a crisis situation
I don’t think I love him
I can’t stay at home
I haven’t told anyone yet. It makes me miserable just thinking of it. I can’t stay at home in fact I’m risking even going home… I don’t think they have thought it through. If those agents were telling the truth and they were government agents then the first place they’d search for me is my home… The only reason I’m currently going home is that I have to make sure my family is safe. I have to see them again. I also have to make sure the cheerleaders get home safe. I also have to say goodbye to Scott and Tammy. I have to break up with Scott. I think it’s ok to risk going home because the agents ,if they are still out there and looking for me, are probably going to assume I’m dead. We’ve been at sea for so long. I know things will be bad on the mainland. I figured it when no rescue planes showed up to save us that indicated that things weren’t working well at home… Everything is going to be changed.